May 15, 2007

*sigh*. Why is it so hard to get back on once you've fallen off? I'm in day 2 of my restart, and I can't stop thinking of everything bad that I can't have. I'm not even hungry; last week, I had a few days where I had issues with work, and was working on a few projects, and got SOOO wrapped up in them, I totally forgot to eat. Forgot to eat; as in, I wasn't hungry!! And that was last week, the week I cheated all day. so, I'm really wanting this, and I was hating myself the whole time I was cheating, and so I'm trying to get back into ketosis, and its REALLY hard! All I want is what I can't have!! Ugh, I hope to get past this soon.